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why hello there :D
well let me start off by saying Happy Birthday to Derek!! i hope hes out having fun. anyway back to writing in here. geez seriously i never knew that one person could start so much shit! i seriously despise people like that.. people that can't be themselves, that have to go make remarks about others, just "idiotic" people ( lol, mine and lily's word ) sickens me. I FCUKEN HATEEEEE DRAMA !@A$&^(%^$$%#. <-- this is all i really have to say for the moment. i mean im the type of person who will get alone good with you.. trust you .. but until that wall of trust is broken or even slightly damage i seriously will keep my distance from that person.. and i sometimes wont be their friends ever.. i mean EVER again. it just realy depends on how the situation came about. for ONE i despise people who talk about ME and MY LIFE! seriously its like who the fuCK cares? I'm MYSELF and will do whatever the fuck i want. am i right? or am i right? seriously.. im sure if anyone would feel the same way. Oh and i freakin hate people who could talk about someone.. as if they know them.. [ reality check ] when really they have no clue who they are. !@#A$#!!! i also hate people trying to act like me, thats just one thing that really gets to me..[ just be your god damn self.. yeah?! ] for realz.. god how annoying is that.. WELL ENOUGH ABOUT THAT i'll just get pissed off thinking about it but im just so glad that i have wonderfuL people like Lily<3 Jackie<3 Britaine<3 Christy<3 Dani<3 Miram<3 as my friends. seriousLy these girLs have been there for me when ive gone through my tough times. i hope they do also consider me to be a goodfriend. like i seirously love those giRLs. muchO muCHO! tons. :]
anyway_ lets talk good stuff. tomorrow is gonna be a long ass day i can already see it.
firstLy_ me and christy<3 are gonna go get our hair done. hopefully that comes out good ;x im kinda nervous cause its actually been awhile since ive done this. we will take before and after pictures :D
then.. im not sure if i have to do things with my mom but if not im gonna go see the boyfriend JOSH<33333 ::sigh:: im so in love with him. next week on the 20th is gonna be our 1 year aniversarry.. god im so excited i never really thought we'd be together that long, but glad we made it. thennn on the 21st. [my 19th BiRTHdaY! ] jON-A-pOLOoZa's ass. woot. i can't wait<33
well im done writing in here. TTyL x0x
i heart jackie and britaine<3!@
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ok, wow i've had this journal since forever let me just tell you. So don't mind the entries at the end... well, anyway god i've been so busy lately with work and trying to get my shit straight for school so thats why i havent really been on the computer. well other then work and dealing with school ive been with <33 Josh <33 pretty much most of my days off. aww.. man i love him sooo much! yesterday when i was at work he came to visit me, i had no clue he was gonna be there. i was sooooo surprised! He totally made my night. ::sigh::
i seriously cant wait till next saturday me and christy are gonna get our hair done woo hoo! im so excited. we both are getting the full treatment... shit! we are gonna be two hot ass babes.LOL then the following saturday on the 21st its my Birthday!! woo hoo. let me just say 4 words. PARTY AT RAD ASS. the parties theme is called JON-A-POLOOZA since Jon is leaving to go to school so he will no longer live at RAD ASS.. and since its my bday its gonna be a double party. i cant wait im gonna take like millions of pictures. christy,miraim,millie,joe,trav,natalie,lily,brandon,sandra are all gonna go to the party. im so happy. <3 i love them all. well anyway im gonna get goin since im freakin hungry. see ya <3
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| HAPPY BDAY TO JOSH!@#* :] |
[13 May 2004|11:40pm] |
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hey giRLys.
well, in like 20 minutes its gonna be my hunnies 21st birthday!! i think im more excited then he is. lol anyway i got this whole thing planned out for him and he has no clue. well firstly im gonna take him out to dinner and to his surprise i invited some of his close friends to join us, so im pretty sure josh is gonna be happy that i did that!! and im even excited myself since britaine and jackie are gonna go. woot. gosh i love em <33 they are great! then after theres gonna be a party at "club rad ass" woot so thats gonna be good finally a day to totally get wasted hahaha. i think i need this since i havent really drank or partied lately. ive been busy working and finishing up this semester of school =\ bLAh, to that. so hopefully tomorrow is a good day. i dunno what to expect cuz with those guys.. expect the unexpectable thats all i have to say.
enough about that.. now more about me LOL. well i got my belly pierced and my nose! woot. josh really liked them so im pretty excited. i went to get my belly pierced with jackie and britaine!! it hurt alittle but after is what killed me. then i got my nose pierced with lilys ass <33 at first i was kinda like ehh its ugly but josh made me feel better about having it so now its all good in the hood. lol okay im lame. but uhh thats pretty much it. ill fill u in on what happens tomorrow. hopefully tomorrow is a good day.
x0x, lori
i love joshua
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:] i was bored. k, bye
btw. i realized i've had this journaL FOREVERRRRRRRRR. i better start using it.
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Hey you Sexy BaBes! <3*
i missed you guys so much! guess what? im back and this time its for sure!! i miss this.. and i miss all of you.. hopefully you guys still remember me. anyhow so much has happened.. and from tomorrow on ill keep u updated =D
well i just thought id say a "hello" and say that "im back!!".
lots of Love<333
Lorraine
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| s0o much news.. s0o many things to say! |
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Hey Babes! <33
Damn i have been so busy lately.. with school and especailly working!! anyhow i just wanted to say Happy Halloween!! hope everyone's enjoying! anyhow this saturday is SAT! blah i really dont want to go. im taking it at Newport Harbor High. im kinda scared cuz i never been there before so im a bit nervous.
with an exception to that..
--»ahh Homecoming!! finally its Next week on the 9th im so excited!!!
i get to go with my Joel<33 x0x i havent gotten my dress yet but im going tomorrow i already know what i want and i know where im gonna be getting it. aren't you guys excited for me! whOot!
Lorraine and Joel
--»Minimum Day tomorrow!! whoOt!
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Hi you Guys! <33
Well i had so much fun yesterday with Joel at my Sadies! We looked so cute! We both wore a black element shirts ( skate brand ) that said Listen to Bob Marley on it on the front with white lettering. Me and him took so many pictures, as soon as i develope them ill post them here.Oh and when i get the dance ones too. anyhow it was Me and Joel and my bestfriend Lillian and her boyfriend Brandon. we danced all nite and hung out it was real sweet. All my girls finally got to meet JOEL <33 and all of them thought he was HOT! <33 i felt excited ;D
after the dance we were supposed to go to a hotel party but when we got there around 11 we drove by and there were cops so we were all like never mind.. lets go out to eat. hehe
so it was just Me and Joel and Lily and Brandon so we all went out to eat at this place called Mae's. it took forever for us to get the food but it was worth it cuz we were damn hungry! hehe anyhow after dinner we went our sperate ways Lily left with Brandon home. and i left with Joel home. once we got to my house we got out of his truck and hugged and kissed! <33 i mean really kissed hehe!
then he walked me to my door and we said our goodbyes and i told him i had a great time with him and i was thanking him for coming with me. and we hugged again and <33 mwahs! kissed hehe. it was really sweet
i really like him awhole lot! next dance hes gonna be going to is Homecoming with me. so im really looking forward to it. well sweets that was my nite of Love lol <33 fun!
p.s. just wait for the pictures k girlys! love you lots~!
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Hey GuRLs
Wow i havent updated in such a long time ;\
let me just tell you.. ALOT has happened to me!! k let me start out by saying I missed you guys soo much.. i have been gone for so long and i lost a couple of LJ buddies =(.. but i promise ill be updating awhole lot more and i will be commenting on all my gurlies!!<33!!
--»Sadies Hawkins 10/11/02! Anyhow Sadies is this friday! whOot and guess who im taking?!.. thats right im taking JOEL me and him are wearing black element shirts that says : Listen to Bob Marley on the front with dark blue jeans and black shoes. we are gonna be the sexiest couple out there. hehe! <33
things have been going so great between us! but one thing.. im still not his girlfriend, but thats ok cuz i can tell he likes me and that i like him and that's all that really matters as of right now. Im really starting to have alot of feelings for him.. A Whole Lot!!<33!!
--»JULIAN .. GuRLs i would of thought when me and Julian werent dating anymore that he would still be nice and we would still talk. now that hes seeing someone "new" hes been so diffrent. anyhow Julian and I got into a big fight awhile ago and he told me that he hated me! and that he didnt ever want to talk to me again. and that there will never be a chance again between me and him. and this all happened becuz of that "new" girl hes seeing which her name is Danielle i hate this girl so much i dont think you girls would understand. and to come to think of it shes a freshman!! Julian the senior with a freshman how pathetic! anyways im starting to get over him slowly but surely! arent you proud. and to think of it i would of never say this but i think i hate him!
i honestly never knew he can be such a DICK!
.. hes a fcuken hyprocrite cuz he said he didnt want to date anyone for senior year and now look at him with a girl..a FRESHMAN GIRL!
who cares im over it! GRRRRRRRRRR!!
--» another update i got my PJ Dance pictures they are so cute let me get my scanner to work and ill scan them and put them up on here.. oh and plus i took some pictures at school with my friends and with JOEL<333!! so those will be coming up here too.
Always Lorraine*!`<3!
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GuRLs
WhOa Today was my first day of school. it was actally good. I got to see everyone again so that kicked butt!! Anyway and guess who i saw!!
Julian and wow did he look good! he was wearing a blue Fox shirt and black pants with new shoes and his hair all spiked up! I was like wow i never seen him look that good b4 well i guess its cuz i havent seen him =\
today made me realize how much i really miss him and how much id LOVE him to be my boyfriend again! We hugged but it wasnt the same he just did it all quickly.. but when he saw me he said "Oh Wow.. Hey!!" i dont know what that means.. what makes it worst is i have class with him!! and he sits right infront of me.. so i see him.
Let me Just tell you.. its HARD.. i miss him alot now! i hope he still thinks of me.. which i doubt. =( but what can i do..
well anyhow. heres my schedule <33 x0x0
»1st ___ Spanish II
»2nd ___ Clothing I
»3rd ___ Economics ( this is the class i have Julian ) =(
»4th ___ English 12
»5th ___ Photo I
yeaah i got dope classes lol. im supposed to have a 0 Period but the "school" really messed up on everyones schedules. But im liking my classes
can i say more.. they are kick back classes.. wHoOt!<33
thats all for today..
<33 the girl thats still in Love with JULIAN<33 But Liking Joel =\ whos very confused! <33
-Lorraine
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Hey Lovelys!
well guess what?! today is my birthday! WhOot! yeah baby im 17 hehe im excited! i just wanted to post it here. and Lookie what my friend Chryste did for me isnt it just so cute! and isnt she just the sweetest! <33
awww..
.. Comment and Wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I Love ya gurls tons! <33...
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Hi GuRls
well alot has happened since the last time i updated. Actually i met someone.. and hes very sweet and very cute! but dont get me wrong i still miss Julian and i think of him often, but theres nothing going on. I mean he would call.. and say he "misses me" and "loves me" but its not going anywhere =(
But recently.. he hasnt call that much.. and when i would call him we wouldnt talk too long. so i dont know if this is it =\
anyhow speaking of the LOVE i recently been seeing this guy named Joel<33 hes been soO great! i mean we already hung out alot at work and off work. he took me to the Brea Mall and then after we ended our lil date at the beach. it was really great! he made me not think of Julian and made me laugh and feel so good. i dont think i have felt that way in such the longest time ... but the thing is im confused?!! i still have feelings for Julian but all my friends say that i shouldnt just wait at home and not go out.. and miss out on meeting people (JOEL) .. and that is true..
i just been spending alot of my time with Joel and i think that im starting to like him. And hes starting to like me. but i dont know.. its just wierd..
well whOot my Birthday is in 2 days!!! im soo excited. my friend David and <33 Joel <33 are gonna do something for me whOot!
sOo are you gurls gonna wish me happy b-day on WEDNESDAY! yea baby im turning 17!<33 and its good cuz JOEL is 18 and yeah lol. speaking of <33JOEL<33 i have a picture of him
here he it is ___Heres JoeL<333
He gave this pic to me on our first date.. hes so cute! im so glad we got to meet eachother.
Love Lorraine..
>>Hopelessly Romantic<<
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Hi Gurls
Well i know now its over but how?! i dont understand How could the one that loves you soo much just step out of your life? Well right now im just filled with so many emotions. and i can't seem to get it through my head that hes gone! well not for ever at least. He told me that he wanted to be himself right now, and didnt want to be in a relationship with me or anybody. its so hard, im never good at these "break ups". I miss him so much. i cant go throughout a day without thinking of him. but im gonna have to stop, well at least for right now. don't get me wrong I still love him very much.. and so does he. but i just hope there will be another chance that i'll be with him again. SOONER then LATER.
i wish you (Julian) would of LOCKED ME IN YOUR HEART.. and THREW AWAY THE KEY! i miss you terribly.. hope u dont forget our many many memories i still love you.. and i always will. you mean to much to me.
thankyou.. for sharing you life with me.. and everything you done and got me. i love you still and always will!@`
by the way.. // Happy 17th Birthday to you Julian Jon Steele//
i miss you.. please come back to me
<3always, heartbroken Lorraine =(
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hey beauties
so how are all you guys doing? well i hope you guys have been doing better than i have. I know i havent updated in such a long time.. i just been really busy and upset. Recently Julian and I have been getting into fights, and our relationship is really ROCky. i just been really sad.. i can't get over it. i love him so much!<33 he means the whole world to me. i dont think anyone realizes that but us. Right now hes out camping.. i hope he realizes how much i love him and how much he loves me too. he always tells me he loves me, and that our love is special. So i guess i'll see what happens when he gets back. He will be coming back tomorrow, he said he was gonna call so im gonna wait for his call. then on thursday its his 17th BIRTHDAY! i miss him so much. i love you Julian Jon Steele Always and Forever.. no matter what happens between us!<3333333
Another thing New layout.. livejournal was being a BIG meanie and wouldnt let me make custom size entrie boxes.. so i guess ill just deal with this for the mean time.
i guess thats all i would tell you more about Julian but i know i would start to cry.. so please comment me and cheer me up cuz i need alot of that. =(
<33i miss you Julian.. Only Took a minute to fall..
in LOVE with YOU!<33
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hey gurlees
guess what?! My hunnie bear came home on Sunday the 14th. whOot!! i was soO excited. He tricked me i didnt know he would be coming over to my house. He had called me in the morning and told me he wouldnt be coming home til' one more week and i got soO sad! but then again like 5-10 mins later he showed up at my front door and i was sOo happy!<33i hugged him and kissed him! till he was all hugged and kissed out lol just like this  whOot!
after all that good stuff..we hung out at my house for awhile and then we left to his house to have dinner. it was the best day!! thats why i wasnt on all day Brittany!<33 btw i sent you mail lol.
i love you Julian
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-» i had a really good day at work. i got to see JOEL<33 and i talked to him for awhile and we hugged!!! it was great! im really starting to have some feelings for him. but ahh well if i cant be his girlfriend i rather be as close to him as i can be. =)
ahhhhhhhhhhh im so happy!<33 but i still miss him like crazy <33 and i miss him being my baby!
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today is very special!!@* today is Mine and Julians 1 year 4 Months Aniversarry!!
